frowny christmas
hello hello
i haven't been sleeping well so i might as well write.
my boyfriend's gone to the middle east for two weeks, and despite there being a bombing on a plane entering the US just hours before he was to be on a plane entering the US... he hasn't written to let me know he got there okay. longest 3 days of my life, definitely.
christmas was very high stress between it being the first without my grandpa and with my parents possibly on the verge of breakup. so i have just been trying to distract myself with beatles rockband, dvds and knitting. i went to my favorite yarn store in downtown TO today, which killed a good amount of time, and reaped the benefits of a delayed boxing day sale. no complaints there, at least.
tmw i'm gonna try to visit nonnee and see dr. parnassus. wednesday yoga and karaoke. thursday hamilton for new years. and hopefully i'll hear from khalid somewhere in between. i don't know why but i am literally worried sick. i guess i just thought i'd hear something cuz he is usually more considerate and perceptive than i expect a guy to be (no offense guys). so... that's my frowny updates.